Followers of my blog may know that I've been struggling with passing a certain Actuarial Exam. As this exam contains the least amount of math out of all 9 exams (or however many there are now), it is not as easy for me to pass. You can read about my love/hate relationship here and here.
If I pass this last exam, I will gain the Associate designation. That would mean letters after my name, and I would become a "Qualified Actuary" who can become worthy to sign official Actuarial Opinions. After years passing all these other exams, it would be a shame to give up now, only one exam away. Thus, this time I'm going to try and throw everything at this exam, even going so far to give up many things that I love in the meantime ...
... including this blog.
But then again, I'm finding out that NOT passing this exam is also getting in the way of my life. It pulls me down, adds to my depression, etc., etc. I write fewer blog posts, compose less music, write stories slower, and so on. I expect that if I hunker down and get this (stupid) exam over with, then my life will open up and become exciting again.
So, how I go ... I will first end with a blog blitzkrieg over the next two or three weeks. I'll catch up with a few articles I've been meaning to write. Then I will start the break and not return until November. I'll miss you guys, but when I come back, I'm going to be more raring to go.